Shifting Focus

The past two or three months have been a struggle. Triumph and defeat; gain and loss. There were episodes of overwhelming joy and faith-shaking pain.  Only a trusted few know the details; but truly by the Lord’s grace, I am able to press on.  Here’s the catch, though:  I’m not writing today for the purpose of ranting; but to point you to the Person who keeps me going.

‎”He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of all creation. For by him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities – all things were created through him and for him. And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together. And he is the head of the body, the church. He is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in everything he might be preeminent. For in him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell, and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross.” (Col.1:15-20)

This is what greeted me this morning.  Before getting to this, I was wondering why I kept on singing “God of the Ages” (the one written by Travis Doucette) at the bathroom. In a very unusual place… I was singing my heart out, a song of worship, to the Lord.  When I opened Scriptures (not randomly, by the way; instead, it was the assigned passage from my reading plan), I somehow figured the reason why I kept singing the said song.

More than the encouragement, I took it as an open rebuke from the Lord.  In my mind, I thought I was already touching on the “nitty gritty” of my circumstances.  I thought was getting deep into the point.  But in my heart, I wasn’t humble enough to let God take hold of all the details. I wasn’t that eager to seek what He wants me to learn these past months.  I was submitting to Him, only partially.  I could say that I was somehow full of myself, instead of dying to self and following Christ.

Today, He reminded me to “zoom out” of my own plans and standards.  I need to snap out from being a “subconscious results-oriented control freak”.  Conversely, He drew me back to His Word and prodded me to “zoom in” to His Heart.  It’s time for me to shift focus.

Ultimately, I was refreshed by the truth that Christ Jesus holds all things together — through Him and only for Him.  It is God’s character, and nothing can ever change that!

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